Truth Contest

When I gaze upon the myriad galaxies, millions, billions, trillions of stars in each, countless planets and moons unseen, I feel like I don't matter much at all.

Yet, I matter most to myself.

Who I am, what I do, when I feel, where I go, how I sense, why I'm here... matters most to me.

I only truly know myself, only truly am mySelf, and no one else can live and die for me.

Conscious evolution, overcoming, endeavoring to write honestly and openly, growing, connecting, sharing, striving...

I sometimes ponder why the fire inside me to try, to converse with this world, to help make things better, hasn't been extinguished by fear, pain, doubt, burden and temptation.

I ask, I wonder, I seek, and I hear:

The world needs you to do it for yourSelf.

I write this Saga to mySelf, for mySelf, by mySelf, through myself.

We are all born as Self, unbroken, undying inhabiting these infinitely unique lifeforms developing self, evolving self, obscured by self.

You are Self, with self Spirit, with mind Soul, with body One, with parts.

We are born with infinite capacity for curiosity, creativity, courage, connection, compassion, clarity, perspective, presence and love.

Access your birthright, and recognize Self in all.

I am the hero of my journey, the center of my universe, the star of my life, the savior of my soul.

No one else can be these for me, and I can be these for no one else.

I claim these titles, these responsibilities, to care for and transform my mind, my body, my environment.

Other great spirits can only show the way with their words, their examples, their presence, their commitment, their perseverance.

They are all the heroes of their own journey, not resisting the path they are on, evolving in their own way.

All stories of enlightenment, of heroes, of overcoming, of conquest, of righteousness, exist to guide, empower, inspire, and remind you that you can be the hero of your own journey, the savior you've been waiting for.

Jesus was showing the way for us to be like him, to know truth and life, to transcend this world, not for us to only follow or believe in him, and not for him to save us.

Faith and belief is only meant to be a bridge to knowing and consciously living as your true Self.

There is no need to follow anyone indefinitely, to believe anything, to put your faith anywhere outside of you or beyond the vision and trust that you will know the truth, transform yourself, awaken your full potential, and embody your true Self.

Humans have access to the ability to discern, the rational capability to seek, to find, to check, to know the truth.

Stopping on the bridge of faith and belief is giving up and selling ourselves short of embodying a thriving, heavenly existence.

Heaven is state of being we evolve into, a place of harmony and fulfillment we can create together on Earth.

You've got to feel good about yourself to reach heaven, and you evolve there by doing your best to create it here, starting with your immediate environment, your mind and body, and then expanding out into neighborhood, community, and world.

Your body is the only place you have to live, your mind is a tool that is the result of billions of years of evolution, so prioritize taking good care of your physical and mental health.

The less blocks, disturbances, and imabalance in your mind and body, and then in our neighborhoods, communities, and world, the more open we will be to receiving and channeling the ideas and frequencies that will transform us and our world, and the more we will be able to take the next steps in our evolution.

We have been evolving mostly unconsciouslyfor billions of years on this planet,chasing glimpses and opportunitiesof a better way of living,very slowly and barbarouslyin many bodies with much trial and error,recently accelerated by using human-level intelligenceto build all that humankind has done.

Now, it is time to evolve consciously.

This begins with understanding and knowinghow far we've come, our true past,our long evolutionary journey on earth,up through the realm of fang and claw,eat or be eaten, kill or be killed,violent death and violent rebirth,a crucible of evolutionary experimentation.

Conscious evolution also begins,with clearly seeing where we are now.

We need to realize where we are.

This world is not heaven.

Although there are glimpsesof heaven to be found on earth,this world, with all the various lifeforms in it,is still ruled by animalistic, power hoarding,pleasure seeking, short-sighted, dangerous,instinctual, predator-prey mentalities.

We've needed these animal ways to survive andto evolve to where we are at this point as humans,but now we don't need them to live and thrive on this planet.

In fact, we need to overcome and evolve past themto have any chance of surviving on this planet.

To accept this world as it is,to go along with the ways of this world,to be of this world,to not seek the truth about this world,to not put effort into changing yourself and this world,means to be an accomplice, whether consciously or not,of all the atrocities in a world ruled by the animal mind.

We live in a time wheremedia and the internet enablesalmost everyone in this world on earthto currently and clearly be showninsidiously animalistic and vile behaviorall throughout the animal lifeforms,but especially and treacherously done by humans.

This kind of behavior is the norm in a worldruled by the animal mind, such as our world,and has been here in some form for billions of yearsthroughout our wild, brutal, turbulent evolutionto becoming humans at the top of the animal kingdom,the so-called crown of creation.

Humans amplify, pervert, manipulate and hide animal instinctsbut these behaviors still regularly and frequently occur,carried out far, far more often than realized or punished,rape, murder, torture, abuse, horror, pain and trauma,carried out in so many cunning, awful forms by humans,from the shadows, the forgotten recesses of our lower brain,hidden by the emotional and rational parts of our higher brain.

After we understand how far we've comeand truly realize where we are now,we become motivated to seek and learn the truth,to create a better world, to live up to our potential,to recognize what is needed to evolve further,and do what it takes to change ourselves and this world.

There are infinite worlds in this universe,many operating at higher, divine frequencies.

In these worlds, all lifeforms livein harmony with each other and nature.Fear and severe pain are no longerhard-wired into bodies and brains.Living beings are not lackingor fighting for their rights,not enduring abuse, torture, poverty,suffering and violent death,not divided by greed, beliefs, appearance,or any illusions of the human/animal mind.

Be becoming motivated to seek the truth,we will find the truth, see the truth,know the truth, change ourselves with the truth.

If you seek, you will find.

This is conscious evolution.

We are meant to live as amazing,divine, radiant, insightful,fulfilled, spiritual beings.

This suffering, anxiety,horror, and confusion is temporarya time of transition.

It is time for us to consciously evolve.

God's will, the inherent power of Self,the driving force behind evolution,is to connect and network divine frequencies,towards evolving living beings into heaven on earth,so that God/Life may know itself more completely,through us, as us.